I feel surprisingly disconnected from my speaking self, acting as more of an observer, who is sometimes surprised at what I come up with. It just flows. I feel I have very little need for input.
But, I also feel fairly disconnected from my thinking self. I point my attention at something and solutions usually just pop out, maybe with some guidance/context forming required, in the form of internal dialog, which is usually of a rubber ducky style format [1], or mental testing of that mostly spontaneous solution.
I feel the "real" me is the one sensing/observing, which includes the observing of those spontaneous solutions, and what I say.
But, I also feel fairly disconnected from my thinking self. I point my attention at something and solutions usually just pop out, maybe with some guidance/context forming required, in the form of internal dialog, which is usually of a rubber ducky style format [1], or mental testing of that mostly spontaneous solution.
I feel the "real" me is the one sensing/observing, which includes the observing of those spontaneous solutions, and what I say.
[1] Works with any problem space, not just coding "debugging": https://rubberduckdebugging.com/